Sunday, 26 August 2007

Sunny afternoon

Sunday is my lie in day. Struggled to sleep in. Tired but anxiety dreams dominated.

When I got up, I had to read the paper to stop thinking about the boy and the end. Too upsetting if I didn't.

The boy went to the market. He seemed pleased with his purchases. Wouldn't rest when he got back. Keen to do more cooking. To remain active.

It was a sunny day, so we spent some more time in the garden in the late afternoon. One of us holding his hand as he tottered round the garden doing watering. Have to make sure his watering can is not too heavy for him.

He is the most cheerful of the three of us. His lack of use of his left hand is more pronounced today. Everything with his right hand. When he went to bed, we have had to restrict his routine as he can't manage hide and seek any more. He was very tired and after a book was happy to have a nebuliser to go to sleep. But did struggle upright to give me a kiss and a hug when I left the room. And blew me kisses.

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